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im apparently changing... although 'the person' that said i was changing said i was changing for the better, it actually left me stunned. like how? i must addmit however, i am starting to learn to bite my tongue because i do tend to comment on things and situations too quick and not realise what is actually going on, which is bad because in certain situations i say things without knowing everything first. so maybe it is a good thing seeing as i dont comment on every little thing or i try not to atleast.

i find that most times, when people comment on minor things i do, they probably dont realise it, but i may take some things to heart (as we all do) but i hardly show it because im not the type too. and if i dont like petty comments coming from others, then i shouldnt be doing it either, so thats that.

changing subject, today on the bus was really disgusting. i dont like the 325 at all! i got on the bus with lisa and other people and i had no choice but to stand infront of this man eating chicken and chips... i looked at him and the guy was stuffing his face with mayo and ketchup smuthered across and around his mouth! it wasnt nice to be eating that way in public PAL! me and lisa just stopped. looked at eachother. laughed. and said thats ugly! lol

then a dog on the bus (one that was a white version of my dog, Hazel) vomited on the bus, it didnt smell, suprisingly it didnt smell! but it was grose i must say. without knowing why the dog vomited, i said 'umm what the eff? must of vomited because its been eating things it should, like dairy products.' dogs arent allowed dairy and speaking from a dog owner myself, it seemed that way. not knowing what was wrong with the dog i started pulling faces and saying 'come on maaaann' lol. by the end of the bus journey i felt kinda bad. i found out that the reason the dog vomitted was because it isnt well at all :( (hearing that made me sad, i felt sorry for the poor dog) and i felt bad for the owner (a teenage guy, looked about 18) because everyone was saying things and commenting, and he probably felt really embarresed.

i felt so bad because everyone kept saying 'errww' and stuff and it wasnt the dogs fault it was ill, you get me? like if we were ill, we knt help it, and niether can the poor little doggy. i felt sssooo sorry for it. im such an emo LOL. but i guess its a dog owner/lover thing because i feel soo sympathetic towards any dog i see. soft spot for dogs :)

but trust me, i know how it feels to be on public transport with a dog and nobody wants to be near you, or even want you there. it does hurt lol. its like 'my dog aint gona fucking bite you, why you scared you pussy?' LOOOL. i member taking my dog on the train with my cousin, and we sat in the middle, everyone got up and moved, and when people got on they wouldnt even come near us but go to either end of the train and squash together standing! kmt fools.

anyway ive totally gone off topic lol...forgot whatelse i needed to say, so ill leave it here.

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