shocked at my reaction to what i heard about you. i dont know why i even had an overall feeling of sadness, but i did. i knew it would happen one day, and the thought of that didnt bother me before, but my reaction not only suprised me but i didnt even know why it had an effect on me. then throughout the day i was always reminded of you, everyone seemed to want to talk to me about you and what happened, and i didnt want to talk about it because i didnt want to bring back unwanted feelings.
it made me realise that being with you and being without were almost the same thing. there was nothing to say. it had happened so long ago and yet people still talk to me about you. people still tell me how much of a shame it is that we didnt try and it scares me to admit that they are right. im just tired of you, and tired of everyone dragging you into my comfort zone.
what i heard that day has made me feel that maybe i lied.
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