i seem to find myself constantly angry AT you for no reason. i think its because i find myself hopeless and realise that there is NOTHING i can do, which i hate. i hate the feelings of being useless and not knowing what to do, or even worse: knowing there is nothing i can do. it aggrivates me to tears. so right about now, i feel nothing but 'dislike' towards you and it may sound utterly rude but i have been waiting for this feeling for ever! i spent so much, so much time on you, wasting my time pondering and caring that now, when i actually dont care anymore it feels good lol.
On a really different note (and yes im gonna bring education into my blog) but i have finally done 4 of my mocks meaning i am free everyday for the next three weeks after 11.30: MORE SLEEP MORE SLEEP MORE SLEEP! cant wait.
im also considering a new haircut but i dnt have a clue what i want done, so any suggestions? and nothing too drastic please.
got a maths mock in the morning, im off to revise. pray i get my A or if lucky A* ;) lool which will never happen but it doesnt hurt to dream.
tah raah x
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