okay so this is NOT good! not good at all. LOOL i laugh coz i know im being ridiculous. hmm... okay theres this feeling that i shouldnt feel but i feel bcoz i dont know how to feel differently and the feeling just wont leave you alone and consumates my whole being, the way i think and act every second of every day HOWEVER shouldnt feel bcoz i know its totally wrong but a feeling is a feeling and cannot be ignored. and i cant do anything about the feeling bcoz the feeling has another feeling and i dont want to ruin it bcoz the feelings' feelings means alot to me? got it? get smart.
if you got smart and understood then you know im being ridiculous bcoz im kinda wasting my time feeling when i cant change my feeling? get smart, im being ridiculous? i guess so. it just SUCKS bcoz if I GOT SMART a long time ago then i wouldnt have been in this place. so once again, its me to blame (story of my life) LOL.
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