Feelings are Feelings pt.3

last blog of the night. just wanted to blog bcoz i really cant sleep. so here is 'feelings are feeling pt.3'

so. haha where do i start and what shud i say? okay so obviously these dumbass feelings arent going to go anywhere meaning i probably wont be able to get over these feelings for a long time. but on the brighter side: my happiness today has made me forget about how ridiculous i am being about my situation. whats the difficult part bout my sitution is that the feeling wont ever go away, it wont leave me be! some people may think that im being so ridiculous but i really can let go? eww that sounds so SOPPY... how can i rephrase that?... i really cant forget about everything? haha i duno how to word my words without sounding too yucky lol.

and what wud probably make me sound so bad is that the feeling's feeling is a big part of me and i dont want to hurt my feeling or anyones feelings, or even worse hurt everyones feeling.

this is actually a situation that has no solution to. there is nothing i can do without having salty eyes around me. ahh. i cant believe ive written about this feeling three times now!

amazinggggggg...