Feelings are Feelings p2

ok heres my part2.

ima try and not be so vague this time.

the feeling has been increasing and building up inside of me, and i really duno what to do:( what makes everything worst is that i NOW actually duno how the feeling feels? i duno whether things are setting signlas or if im reading too much into something that hasnt even existed or used to existed and now died out. some people tell me maybe im wanting something that i knoe i possibly kant change or do anything about. im just ANGRY at myself. so angry. from this ive learnt to act upon things and stop being so HARD HEADED. but feelings are feelings... im just waiting till this feeling fucks off (even thoe i dnt want it to :s)