i hate how when you've finally felt like your content with your life and theres that certain ONE person that knows how to turn it around. You get where im going?
for example... ive been really getting along with my life, and actually moving on. then that one person that used to be in your life suddenly comes back like they know how to keep you drawn to them. and what sucks the most is im actually being dragged into the endless circle i just finally got myself out of. AHHH i just want to scream lol. I WAS DOING SO WELL. i feel like im gona cry (this is for real lol) i must look so stupid but guys this is true emotion.
so i thought i wud cope and be able to still carry on as normal but it just shows how much this one person has effected me. it seems like whenever i finally move on this person just knows when to come into my life and suck me back in... and it always works. hes got ways and words that remind me of what used to be.
ahh gosh kelly... but whats so weird is i ddnt think i could feel these feelings again bcoz i was so sure that i was done. ive went through everything i cud with that person and there couldnt be anything that cud happen to make me feel that way again.
i spent the whole day feeling these feelings again. those feelings... you know what feelings.
leaving it here coz im gona start typing ALOT and it wont make sense to everyone
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